#My writing struggles Wtf

[persepinas]

Louis and his bullshit.

I want to attempt to finish part five of my Loustat series today. Not post it, but finish it. It’s been difficult and I started trying at around 12am this morning. I think it’s hard to because it’s so heavy. So Louis is going through it while thinking of Claudia and the shitty way he treated her. I understand why. I get it. You meet a man and he is basically declaring his love for you and he’s handsome and alluring and kind of mysterious and it’s been so long since you had that spark with someone. And maybe Louis also resents Claudia a bit because of the entire let’s kill Lestat together and run away and clearly Louis regrets that a lot. The nights were made for thinking of him? Hello?? So I see it from his perspective and not wanting to hear her saying negative things about Armand. Like he wants to be happy. He wants to be in love. This is his second chance and maybe his only other chance. Maybe he won’t get another. Maybe.

But it’s so hurtful lol. Because he begged Lestat to make her. He BEGGED in the show for Lestat to turn her and make her and she was his responsibility. He was her FATHER first and he let her down so many times and even when she told him that Armand literally kept wishing she was dead and asking why she wouldn’t just die, Louis brushed it off. Because he is selfish. Because Louis is so selfish. He is selfish like Claudia and like Lestat even though he believes he is so above that.

And then Claudia ends up dead. Like she has been telling him that Armand has been wanting her to be. And he’s like oh my gosh what now and who and what?

LOUIS MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. Look at your life, look at your choices.

Yes it is great he then sets everything on fire, but this could have been avoided if he could have just thought with his brain and not his dick.

[mylove-thresher]

Give context to this Fugo doodle or som idk (Wanted to draw something funny but digital pen ran out of charge)

(First time I use ibis in like. A month.)

May continue later if my dad doesn’t dislocate my jaw for asking him where the ONE charger compatible with the pen is bc I lost the original charger years ago when I first got it 😔

(P.S. this is actually the first time I draw Fugo in this art style??? I??? How??? I literally love him sm??? He’s my kin??? How could I???)

[adaines-furious-feast]

It's always "oh your magic is innate so you don't need to practice spellcasting" and never "oh you've been making fists and waving them in the air since you were a baby so you don't need to practice punching"

[insufferablemod]

😎😎😎😎😎

[messrsbyler]

because we don’t talk enough about modern mike wheeler writing skysolo fanfiction and posting it on ao3 and meeting online fan artist cleric-walker who draws scenes from mike’s stories, i’ve decided it is my duty to write a whole fanfiction about it. you’ve pushed me to do this

[echochqmber]

nothing worse than spending hours proofreading someone's story, only for them to decide to take 0.1% of my advice. it's like, that's your right as an author, yes, but if you're going to waste my time like that, why did you even ask for a beta in the first place?

[crxwnedalex]

@spacemaniacsx3nterprize

FREaking Grammarly won't leave me alone ah

[justhere4thevibez]

every month, i think to myself, my god, i really do need therapy, don't i? and then i check my calendar and realize, oh, actually, i'm just one week away from my period. this is only temporary insanity, not the long-term kind.

[stinkrascal]

the mnt pass song in baldurs gate is on..........time to focus

[take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar]

the struggle of wanting to pick up a game you've been meaning to replay for a hot minute-- yet also not quite wanting to do that, because you just know it's gonna suck up all your focus for at least the rest of the day-- (if not the coming week or so, depending on how much i wanna play lmao)

[ominous-feychild]

The sheer amount of "it's almost like they can {exactly what they can do}..." "jokes" I want to have the characters unknowingly make is ridiculous. Like, they're so close to figuring it out! But they're like "nah, I've never heard of magic like that, that's ridiculous!"

And little do they know.

Seriously, though, how much is too much? Can I please sneak it in, like, a hundred times without people getting suspicious? Please?

I think I'm soooooo funny with it, obviously.

PS... read the tags.

@darkandstormydolls @illarian-rambling

[caffeinatedopossum]

I sure have a lot of indicators for dyslexia 👁👄👁

Too bad my parents just assumed I was stupid and ingrained into me the mentality that there can't possibly be any valid excuses for why I'm struggling hahaha

[jamiesfootball]

My brain: man, you haven't done much lately

Me: what are you talking about? We just wrote a whole thing!

My brain, an asshole: doesn't count. you gotta do more

[honestlyvan]

ive been reading some of ur xc3 meta and i was wondering if u could talk more abt ur thoughts on Alexandria? She was my favorite commander /gen

oh, Alex :) The worst girl in Aionios. How I love her.

I really like how Alex is an example of how you can grow up Okay(tm) in a conflict situation without really being... okay with things. While Alex can't fully intellectually get away from her nature as someone who is deeply caring and concerned with the big picture wellbeing of everyone, she's learned the lessons that the world is merciless and you have to choose your priorities and then keep those things close to your heart absolutely no matter what. She doesn't really know how to ask for help, starting out -- she only knows how to bargain based on "mutual self-interest".

And the way she's just completely incapable of not acting like the most Sus Motherfucker On The Planet is absolutely hysterical. It is so funny how the whole gang is constantly looking at her like "what did you do?" and she's like "nothing!!! Technically." and this just keeps repeating because she just can't stop meddling!!! She's trying to help, honest, she's just got terminal scheming disease!!!

And the payoff for it is so sweet when you realise she's kind of put herself in a category of things that will serve their purpose for a time and then be discarded and the gang goes "wtf no", and the message finally sinks in. She's done everything she can for them, she's set them up as well as she can to be in a position to help and care for Iota, her colony, her people, expecting them to be able to take over with the smoothest ascent possible, leaving her behind and then they won't. Because Alexandria deserves to exist in this world. No matter if she's wronged people, no matter if she's wronged herself and trampled over her own morals, she's capable of changing. She doesn't have to strike a bargain to get out of conflict, the conflict can just end.

And it sucks that Noah steals the moment at the end of her Ascension quest that rightfully belonged to Taion!!!!!!

[charlescoded]

i feel like i need to be sedated. the chussy has taken over my brain. lucky max

it has had a hold over me since like april 💀 thinking about accidental vampirism chussy rn... or... with a very different au, on purpose...

[ressarioth]

Little writing exercise featuring Wolfwood from Trigun. I was thinking of Trimax Wolfwood while writing it, but it probably also fits Tristamp or '98 anime Wolfwood.

Life has never been easy. In his few years on this dry planet, Nick learnt that this is just the way of things. But there was a time when he carried less of a burden — when he knew less, when he worried about less. Sometimes he thinks back to those days. When the blood he spills is dripping upon an uncaring ground and it leaves him cold, his mind can wander to the child he used to be. It’s an existence so far removed from who he has become — a boy who still cried when he scraped his knees; before he got used to the pain, before he learnt that there are things far worse than a little broken skin.